things have been kind of weird lately. the weirdness stemming mainly from the fact that life is so conflict-free. it's boring.

stability's good and all, but i'm sure at some point everyone wonders if they're really doing the right thing. i don't want to be one of those adults who realizes that they hate everything they've ever done in their life. even glaringly obvious signs are passing me right by. i don't think i'm imperceptive, just in denial. how good can things really be?

still, it's nice to know that things are going well, for the most part. but nothing ever lasts.